12/23/2004

almost excited

Week 1; Week 2

Day 15

I learned today that Dad may be here for Christmas Eve dinner. Mom said the doctor had called Dad while Mom was in the hospital. Anyway he didn't promise to be here, but he might be.

I have to decide if I want to show him Lop.

If I show Dad, and Mom finds out, I might have to give up my kitten. But if I don't show him, I have to keep my biggest secret from Dad, and I'm not sure I'm strong enough.

I want to have a Dad again so bad, I sometimes think I will do almost anything to get one.

Oh, Mom said I can go with Jack and Meg to their church Christmas party. That's almost like a present in itself—she usually won't let me go anywhere near a church function!

Meg said she probably wants some time to herself.

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